This made me SO Happy:

Well....had me a nice little evening last night.

My leather Mother's slave is my "something". We call each other that affectionately because we know there is a relational connection but not brothers or sibs or anything, but it is something and so we have just defaulted to calling one another that. His birthday is next week so he came over for a small little family and such gathering. There was birthday cake and pizza.

And lots of lasciviousness.

I can say for myself I watched 2 really hot women get it on on my sofa while my hats were used as props, a tramp who thought he was an airline stewardess, and some really hot cock sucking. There were some personalized birthday candles in body parts and piercings. I personally got fucked hard and fast in the back of my somethings truck and then a bit later I had some suction cups applied to my body which was fucking WILD. I have never had that done before and it was a really fantastic sensation that also freaked my shit out seeing various anatomical pieces of me all blown up. And I ended up fucking lactating a little, which REALLY messed my shit up. And then a particular disgusting slut licked it!!! OMFG...I almost fell over.

I would say a good time was had by all.

Today is FOOTBALL. Falcons at 1pm. The return of Michael Vic to Atlanta. The Eagles are and always have been my #1 most hated team. I hope they KILL them. If they do not win this game, they can pretty much toss their chance at a wild card spot for the playoffs.

Outside of my apartment looks like a disaster area. Yellow tape, piles of rubble and sand, the works. They are doing work to improve drainage and involves cutting a large trench through the patio areas of the apartments below me (I wonder if they are even occupied because they have had to dig up the outdoor portion of their heating/cooling unit). They've been doing it for about 2 weeks and it is NOISY. They are working today too, the first Saturday it has happened. But everything is RIGHT in front of my door, it's lovely.

I am much more calm this morning than I was for most of the day yesterday. Man, everything just pissed me off with how it unfolded with my car, my situation and such. It's just frustrating. I was able to expel a lot of that negativity and do some good with it by the evening and settled down and watched a movie before bed.

Pretty bland day ahead. Lots of intense cleaning and hitting the gym and one errand. Should be a nice evening tonight with some family coming over (hence the intense cleaning).

Alright then...onward and upward.

After going completely apeshit bonkers in frustration with my morning timez, I had a nice lunch out with an original brat that brought me back from the naked skateboarding scenario.

And now, I am going to go and do some good and work a little magic in my world.

My car isn't going ot be ready until Monday afternoon at the earliest. They busted the coolant hose in their work. Part won't come in until then.

Thanks to the joys of severance pay and my well earned sabbatical from when I worked, I got kicked up to a tax bracket that is going to kill me come tax time.

Thanks. I love it when the sweet turns to ash in your mouth.

If you have known me for any length of time, you know in Winter that my most standard outerwear is a black military flight jacket and has been, no kidding, for about 18 years. You also know I am generally a military whore.

Lots of times, people put patches on flight jackets or bomber jackets but I never have. My Dad sent me a bunch of patches for fun for my consideration. See below:



I really like the skull and the kitty with the bomb patches. I know that cat was a popular cartoon character if I recall during WWII but I can't remember his name. Or I made that up, I'm not sure, but I still like it. I would need to figure out placement and how to actually get it sewn on.

But it was so sweet and thoughtful and made me smile. And it also reminded me of the one grandfather I got to know. He died when I was very young, about 6 or 7, but one of the few clear memories I have of him is sitting on his knee in his house, next to his fish tank, and him showing me all of his patches from WWII which he served in and giving me a lot of them as well as patches from every state police in the country. I had them up until I was in my teens and then they somehow got lost in the mix and I have always lamented that.

In other news my throat is kind of sore and I took the longest, hottest shower I could have just because. I want a nap but don't think that would be a really good thing for me.

CONFIRMED. It *is* Felix the cat.

I am kind of in a pacing mode right now.

The only thing I really want to do is curl up on the sofa read, play on the computer, and fantasize about what super powers I would choose if given a choice of 3 but I feel like there is so much more I could or should be doing. I at least did laundry, LOL. Oh apathy, how can I kick your ass? Actually, I think it is less apathy and just the weather for today. I'm excited about stuff but just am more interested in being a bump on the log. Weather, particularly over the Winter, can dictate a lot of my outlook. This is why Southern Winter is yuck to me because a winter that is cold and grey but with no snow is just depressing but with snow it is happy.

No go on car for today. Damnit. Should be tomorrow but they will call me tonight to tell me how far along they got on it.

Got my lease renewal for my apartment and I am thrilled since they are not raising my rent which was a huge concern because A) they raised my neighbors by a LOT B) they run yearly credit/employment checks and I was scared if I came back as unemployed they would consider me a risk and raise it so high to get me the hell out of here. I want to move but will not be possible this year since anywhere else I go will not take me because of the no job thing. Roommate situations are appealing in the saving money factor and just having folks around because I get tired of coming home to just me but I am very particular in that arena so that is out. What I am going to try and weasel out of my complex is to get them to rip out of my carpet for the flooring underneath or at least put new carpeting in, citing allergies. I mean, after 7 years, this carpet is WRECKED. They tore out my neighbors when they cited allergies and there is another dude that has lived here for 14 years and they change his carpet out every 4 or so years so it is not unheard of.

I did that colorgenics test being the sheeple I am and wow, it is kinda spot on and hit so close to home that I really do not wish to post in here.

Man, I had no idea until last night we were supposed to be getting any kind of rain. It's poop, I don't like it. And it's really coming down right now.

I suppose I will hit the gym and do job stuff and other kinds of research that I need to do. Perhaps I will tackle that medicine/linen closet of doom today if the mood so strikes me.

Had a most excellent evening last night. Let's just say I was able to give those noisy ass walrus fuckers that moved in next door a run for their money. :)

Holy crap, have I had a productive late morning/early afternoon.

I filed a bunch of stuff that was laying around various parts of my downstairs, some going back 8-9 months that simply needed to be put in file folders or put up on shelves but you become kind of blind to as it just has stayed in one place for so long, becomes part of the scenery if you will. Or I'm just lazy, depends on how you want to slice that cake. I found a bunch of stuff that I need to send back to my former, documents and photos and such.

I then put on some Xmas music and did some decorating that actually involved me having to use a hammer and nails but I now have garland and pretty colored lights around my main window and it makes me very happy. I even hung up a bear stocking I had no idea I had until Mr. Heathen found it digging in my under stairs crawl space looking for monitor cables. I had to get some lights at Kroger and since I am a dork, while decorating I put my bear ears on (I often clean or do chores with a hat of some sort on because it makes me exceedingly pleased) and ended up in Kroger with the ears on because I had forgotten until a woman said "those are cute" while pointing to my head.

I did *some* picking up and started dusting with deep woods off instead of pledge because I wasn't paying attention and the bottles were next to one another. A testament to why my upstairs hall closet needs to be cleaned out but that will wait until perhaps tomorrow.

My back is pretty angry at me right now between the gym and hauling things up/down stairs and standing and stretching to hang things up so I think I am going to ice it and put a movie on.

I feel very cheerful.

My experience at the GA State unemployment office was...well....awesome. They were courteous and helpful and positive and I was frankly surprised. I mean, the only other state government stuff I have ever dealt with is the DMV and we all know how that generally can be. I thought it would be a giant processing plant of blah and while there were aspects of that, it was pretty efficient and straight forward and such. So, not too bad. In an out in 45 minutes, no xanax or lunch needed.

Hitting the gym as soon as my advil kicks in (sad that i need pre-work out advil for my body parts) and then I think I will in fact do some work around my apartment. I need to create file folders and crap for my accident and unemployment to get filed away, I want to continue some decorating since my Lady was kind enough to give me some holiday extras, just put some other stuff up and perhaps get my spare room to not look like a military obstacle course.

On a side note, while yesterday I was fine with not smoking and chewing gum, I really am having a hard time today. Bleck!

It's off to work collect unemployment I go!

I slept so deliciously well last night and had really odd dreams but can only remember bits and pieces of them. Like sharing an apartment with a nun.

No big stuff to do today since I can't get my car back until the very earliest tomorrow. I will have to find some trouble to get in to and keep me occupied after the gym and a few other things. Like, maybe actually cleaning out the linen closet medicine area. We'll see what the day brings!

And away I go!

I feel wicked tired. Just mostly from uneven sleep.

Re-posted my resume on a bunch of sites to keep it "fresh" and then applied to a bunch more things. Not as many as I would have liked, it is shockingly scarce how few new things have come up in the last 2 weeks.

Hit the gym and went 25 minutes before my back got really angry at me. Luckily I have the chiropractor in an hour.

Found the address for my local unemployment office. Will be there AT 8am when they open tomorrow morning. I am surprised because I thought for sure it would be located elsewhere but it is conveniently located on N. Druid Hills in the Toco Hills Shopping center. Who woulda thunk? Not me...

Car won't be ready until Wednesday afternoon/Thursday. They have to paint it in the final step.

I can't be displeased by my day thus far.

A start to a brand new week. There's a lot to be done this week. I feel better from last night so that's good.

First and foremost, back to intensive job hunting after a full week off for travel, holiday and disappointment last week.

Second, filing for unemployment. I meant to do this like 2 weeks ago, oy. This will happen Tuesday or Wednesday since my final severance payment is spit out at me on Friday. Will pack bag lunch and a xanax.

Thirdly, back to gym and diet plan. My back feels better for sure, my knee still sucks but it is going to suck until it finally goes out on me in grand fashion. I haven't even started PT for it because of the holiday, travel, and dealing with the chiropractic for my back.

Fourth, I started on the not smoking again. If I have oral freak outs, I will stuff my face with celery sticks.

Fifth, get Hank (my car) back finally and square even with the rental car and my insurance, pay what I owe, and put that the hell behind me. New tires will be on tap but that may be put off until next week. I need to clean out my rental something awful. It's pretty amazing how much I trashed it in my own unique way.

Sixth, serious research AND meditation for potential MBA crap. I already know what Emory requires and also Mercer. Mercer I apparently don't even need to take the GMAT which is shocking. I love how my graduate education game plan has always involved strategic avoidance of taking standardized tests....

And finally, time to just relax and ease in to the holiday.

Having a hard time sleeping with yucky abdominal cramping of unknown origin. It comes complete with full body cold sweats and noises that I only thought my dishwasher made. Need to find pepto of some kind before things get really ugly.

Today has been the best Sunday EVER.

The Falcons won in a total nail biter. I mean seriously, with 23 seconds left in the game I was on my knees in front of the television after spending the previous 59 minutes yelling at the screen and when they scored their TD I wept. Literally. It is incredible they pulled it out with their QB injured among a bunch of other key player injuries. And now I am gearing up to watch the Steelers hopefully kick the crap out of Baltimore. We hates the Ravens. Although I can appreciate the literary reference from which the team gets their names but that's it.

In between the 2 games, most wonderfully, my Lady, tramp and their little one came by to help me put up and decorate my tree. This made my day. Could I have done it by myself? Sure. But the holidays are always rough fare for me and I have never really enjoyed them as an adult in recent years so this kicked some major ass. We ate pizza and watched " A Christmas Story" which is one of the best movies ever.

Tomorrow...well, we'll get to tomorrow when it comes. Lots to do.

Oy it has been morning. Not a bad one, just one of those kinds.

A large man spilled his hot coffee all down the front of me at Sbucks because he turned and started to walk away after mixing his poison but was looking down and trying to put the lid on while he was walking. This means he wasn't looking in front of him and walked right in to me while I was stationary waiting for my drink to be made. HOT coffee all down the front of my sweatshirt and jeans. I'm glad that I had a heavy sweatshirt on because that took the brunt of heat and absorption with its thickness or else it would have really hurt. He was very apologetic about it but still, it sucks.

I also went food shopping and the plastic bag broke that held my milk and it shattered the container so I had to go back and get more. Because I love multiple trips to Kroger in one day.

The result of both of these incidents is that I had a brownie for breakfast.

So THERE universe!